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the REAL.
-Nicholas Nery

I expected too much,
though nothing at all.
i was satisfied.
happy,
even excited.
but now im just appauled.
I'm not angry at you,
that wouldnt be right.
but i can't help my frustration,
my anger,
feelin ready to fight.

What seemed to be great,
was all just an illusion.
And,
i'm sorry for the confusion.

because in reality your still the same,
same girl,
same name,
same pretty face.
but what once was a crush, has surely been erased.

to you it may seem like nothing, like "what the hell",
one simple little thing,
But it was big enough an issue to impact the fondness and feeling.

what might possibly have grown close and strong,
has now been demolished and for me possibly forever gone.