inside
- Nicholas Nery
so close,
so far.
so brave,
too timid to act.
ready,
unwilling.
a mass of contradictions,
conflicting descriptions,
thoughts race in ever flowing repetition,
every recollection.
scenarios play,
fearful of every depiction.
hiding,
running.
from the subjugation of humiliation,
regardless of the possible sublimation,
in an effort to increase our relation.
so i lie,
in wait,
in hope,
as i recite this incantation...
living,
loving,
learning,
losing,
make the move or not im choosing.
cause im feelin' you,
are you feelin me?
just say the word and together we'll be.
forever and ever till time itself collapses,
till the very essence of life relapses.
i can give you my all,
keep you happy,
warm,
healthy.
you'll never get cold,
never have to grow old,
just say that you need me,
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Sunday, September 27, 2009
page 17
Let.
Nicholas Nery
-
Let it all out,
Let it all go
Set your soul free,
Let your heart flow,
Lose self-control.
Dismiss your fear,
discard your doubt,
relieve your frustration,
go ahead and shout.
I know this is hard,
sometimes it seems impossible,
But I beleive that your stong,
sometimes even more so its true.
So even if you think that I'm wrong,
I'm right behind,
and i promise,
that ill catch you.
Nicholas Nery
-
Let it all out,
Let it all go
Set your soul free,
Let your heart flow,
Lose self-control.
Dismiss your fear,
discard your doubt,
relieve your frustration,
go ahead and shout.
I know this is hard,
sometimes it seems impossible,
But I beleive that your stong,
sometimes even more so its true.
So even if you think that I'm wrong,
I'm right behind,
and i promise,
that ill catch you.
page 16
inevitable
Nicholas Nery
-
lately it feels like your fading,
becoming my past,
leaving my present,
i took it slow,
but it seems im gonna regret it.
i just wanted things to last,
plain,
simple,
but it was determined before the first day past,
we couldnt fight it,
i couldnt fight it,
its done,
just give up,
concede,
our time is over,
the love is gone,
my heart emptied.
Nicholas Nery
-
lately it feels like your fading,
becoming my past,
leaving my present,
i took it slow,
but it seems im gonna regret it.
i just wanted things to last,
plain,
simple,
but it was determined before the first day past,
we couldnt fight it,
i couldnt fight it,
its done,
just give up,
concede,
our time is over,
the love is gone,
my heart emptied.
page 15
lies.
Nicholas Nery
-
-
love,
life,
loss,
youre so special, so unique.
but theres so many of you.
this is so perfect, so different.
so why has this happened before?
you told me how you hate this feeling and anyone who causes it.
so whyre you making me feel this way?
you promised me joy,
why are you making me cry?
you promised me love forever,
whyre you walking away?
Nicholas Nery
-
-
love,
life,
loss,
youre so special, so unique.
but theres so many of you.
this is so perfect, so different.
so why has this happened before?
you told me how you hate this feeling and anyone who causes it.
so whyre you making me feel this way?
you promised me joy,
why are you making me cry?
you promised me love forever,
whyre you walking away?
page 14
[UNTITLED](read @ poetry club)
Nicholas Nery
-
-
so special,
so unique,
revolutionary.
breaking barriers,
busting bars,
spreading like fire,
incendiary.
this feeling deep down inside is growing,
i try to force it to desist,
i insist,
taking it slow is better im convinced.
but things have already been set in motion,
moving at their own pace,
taking up all the space,
engulfing my heart.
swallowing me whole,
taking control,
of my mind, body, and soul.
Nicholas Nery
-
-
so special,
so unique,
revolutionary.
breaking barriers,
busting bars,
spreading like fire,
incendiary.
this feeling deep down inside is growing,
i try to force it to desist,
i insist,
taking it slow is better im convinced.
but things have already been set in motion,
moving at their own pace,
taking up all the space,
engulfing my heart.
swallowing me whole,
taking control,
of my mind, body, and soul.
page 13
[UNTITLED]
-Nicholas Nery
-
Loving,
Living,
Learning,
Yearning,
Feeling,
Being,
apart from you,
unbearable its true,
you are a part of me,
the very reason i breathe,
the very reason i know,
that if you were to ever go,
so would my soul,
my world,
i would cease to be.
my loving,
turned to losing.
heart,
to dust.
gone with the wind.
never to come back again.
-Nicholas Nery
-
Loving,
Living,
Learning,
Yearning,
Feeling,
Being,
apart from you,
unbearable its true,
you are a part of me,
the very reason i breathe,
the very reason i know,
that if you were to ever go,
so would my soul,
my world,
i would cease to be.
my loving,
turned to losing.
heart,
to dust.
gone with the wind.
never to come back again.
page 12
Why can’t I achieve?
-Nicholas Nery
In my short time here on this earth,
Ive felt the heartache,
Had the many heartbreaks,
How much more can my heart take?
For goodness sake.
Do I deserve this?
Will I ever feel the feeling of true loves first kiss?
In failure the pain is unbearable,
But the possibility, the chance of succeeding, I cant
resist.
I want to find love.
The type that’s like a drug, I just get high off of.
I want to get on the ride,
And never get off.
Get up so high,
Never come down.
Hold on,
Never let go.
Take it in,
Let it flow.
Course through my veins,
flushes out the pain and sorrow.
And keeps going strong,
Forever past tomorrow.
-Nicholas Nery
In my short time here on this earth,
Ive felt the heartache,
Had the many heartbreaks,
How much more can my heart take?
For goodness sake.
Do I deserve this?
Will I ever feel the feeling of true loves first kiss?
In failure the pain is unbearable,
But the possibility, the chance of succeeding, I cant
resist.
I want to find love.
The type that’s like a drug, I just get high off of.
I want to get on the ride,
And never get off.
Get up so high,
Never come down.
Hold on,
Never let go.
Take it in,
Let it flow.
Course through my veins,
flushes out the pain and sorrow.
And keeps going strong,
Forever past tomorrow.
page 11
got game?(not really sure on name)
-
Nicholas Nery
-
Remember that feeling?,
before the first meeting,
the first greeting.
So ridiculous,
you lose control, ]
forget everything you wanted to say, ]Fast
and all that comes out is gibberish. ]
you stutter,
words slur,
mind becomes a blur,
the words,
you cant remember,
feeling like a failure.
because you thought you failed this trial,
but in a matter of minutes you walk off with seven digits,
with your head in the sky,
and a great big smile.
-
Nicholas Nery
-
Remember that feeling?,
before the first meeting,
the first greeting.
So ridiculous,
you lose control, ]
forget everything you wanted to say, ]Fast
and all that comes out is gibberish. ]
you stutter,
words slur,
mind becomes a blur,
the words,
you cant remember,
feeling like a failure.
because you thought you failed this trial,
but in a matter of minutes you walk off with seven digits,
with your head in the sky,
and a great big smile.
page 10
the REAL.
-Nicholas Nery
I expected too much,
though nothing at all.
i was satisfied.
happy,
even excited.
but now im just appauled.
I'm not angry at you,
that wouldnt be right.
but i can't help my frustration,
my anger,
feelin ready to fight.
What seemed to be great,
was all just an illusion.
And,
i'm sorry for the confusion.
because in reality your still the same,
same girl,
same name,
same pretty face.
but what once was a crush, has surely been erased.
to you it may seem like nothing, like "what the hell",
one simple little thing,
But it was big enough an issue to impact the fondness and feeling.
what might possibly have grown close and strong,
has now been demolished and for me possibly forever gone.
-Nicholas Nery
I expected too much,
though nothing at all.
i was satisfied.
happy,
even excited.
but now im just appauled.
I'm not angry at you,
that wouldnt be right.
but i can't help my frustration,
my anger,
feelin ready to fight.
What seemed to be great,
was all just an illusion.
And,
i'm sorry for the confusion.
because in reality your still the same,
same girl,
same name,
same pretty face.
but what once was a crush, has surely been erased.
to you it may seem like nothing, like "what the hell",
one simple little thing,
But it was big enough an issue to impact the fondness and feeling.
what might possibly have grown close and strong,
has now been demolished and for me possibly forever gone.
page 9
Love is Love isn’t
-Nicholas Nery
Intro:
Love is like the feeling after your first kiss,
Total bliss.
Engulfs your body, mind, and soul,
So powerful you cannot control.
Knocks you off your feet,
Gets under you skin,
Feels so unreal,
You think its your imagination…
Intro #2:
Love is misused a lot these days,
So lemme give you my spin on the phrase.
Body:
Love is not something when you’re just trying to get into her pants,
Or when your relationship falters and you say it just to keep her entranced.
Love is not just a word, feeling, or emotion,
You can’t induce it with silly love potions.
[pause]
It is to hold close and protect,
Never let go, never disrespect.
Love is forever,
Eternal,
Everlasting.
Not when you just say it to do so,
Not just a quick fling.
And without the true meaning behind em,
[pause]
The words “I love you,”
[pause]
Don’t mean a thing.
-Nicholas Nery
Intro:
Love is like the feeling after your first kiss,
Total bliss.
Engulfs your body, mind, and soul,
So powerful you cannot control.
Knocks you off your feet,
Gets under you skin,
Feels so unreal,
You think its your imagination…
Intro #2:
Love is misused a lot these days,
So lemme give you my spin on the phrase.
Body:
Love is not something when you’re just trying to get into her pants,
Or when your relationship falters and you say it just to keep her entranced.
Love is not just a word, feeling, or emotion,
You can’t induce it with silly love potions.
[pause]
It is to hold close and protect,
Never let go, never disrespect.
Love is forever,
Eternal,
Everlasting.
Not when you just say it to do so,
Not just a quick fling.
And without the true meaning behind em,
[pause]
The words “I love you,”
[pause]
Don’t mean a thing.
page 8
We.
Nicholas Nery
-Part 1
It’s amazing the way you make feel,
Its heavenly, so unreal.
Your not like the others,
So demanding and needy.
We don’t have to do anything adventurous or extraordinary,
We can just lay back and chill,
Cuddle on the couch all lazy.
As long as were together I’m content,
And as far as im concerned its time well spent.
-Part 2
We don’t need a map,
Instructions,
Or a plan,
We let our love guide us because it can.
We won’t ever get lost except for in eachother.
And as I stare into your eyes,
I know that there’s no other.
Nicholas Nery
-Part 1
It’s amazing the way you make feel,
Its heavenly, so unreal.
Your not like the others,
So demanding and needy.
We don’t have to do anything adventurous or extraordinary,
We can just lay back and chill,
Cuddle on the couch all lazy.
As long as were together I’m content,
And as far as im concerned its time well spent.
-Part 2
We don’t need a map,
Instructions,
Or a plan,
We let our love guide us because it can.
We won’t ever get lost except for in eachother.
And as I stare into your eyes,
I know that there’s no other.
page 7
dance???(not sure on name)
Nicholas Nery
-
Moving swiftly on the floor,
Gracefully winding,
Accurately placing each step,
Meditated yet spontaneous,
body shudders to the bass.
Sweat drips ,
Emotion cascading,
Onto the floor.
Exploding in the air.
Mesmerizing,
Enticing,
Hypnotizing,
Spectacular.
Nicholas Nery
-
Moving swiftly on the floor,
Gracefully winding,
Accurately placing each step,
Meditated yet spontaneous,
body shudders to the bass.
Sweat drips ,
Emotion cascading,
Onto the floor.
Exploding in the air.
Mesmerizing,
Enticing,
Hypnotizing,
Spectacular.
page 6
Music.
-Nicholas Nery
-
You inspire me,
You comfort me.
You care for me in my darkest hour,
You accompany me on my loneliest day.
You are the force that provides that extra push
To keep going,
To succeed,
And sometimes even fail.
But in that,
To learn..
You are my friend,
My saviour,
My guardian,
My love.
I could never get enough of you,
Never quench my thirst,
Never satisfy my appetite,
Never be full.
You are music,
And you are my soul.
-Nicholas Nery
-
You inspire me,
You comfort me.
You care for me in my darkest hour,
You accompany me on my loneliest day.
You are the force that provides that extra push
To keep going,
To succeed,
And sometimes even fail.
But in that,
To learn..
You are my friend,
My saviour,
My guardian,
My love.
I could never get enough of you,
Never quench my thirst,
Never satisfy my appetite,
Never be full.
You are music,
And you are my soul.
page 5
[UNTITLED]
Nicholas Nery
-
i am so lost.
for words,
thoughts,
emotions.
yet i have so much to say,
so much on my mind,
so many feelings,
i am full to the brim of hate,love,sadness,yearning,hurting
yet i am so empty.
i am surrounded by a hurricane of emotion, so perturbed,
yet I sit here in silence undisturbed.
i am ready to burst,
yell,
scream,
run around and curse wildly.
Though,
All I want to do
Is to do nothing,
but stay here,
and sit quietly.
Nicholas Nery
-
i am so lost.
for words,
thoughts,
emotions.
yet i have so much to say,
so much on my mind,
so many feelings,
i am full to the brim of hate,love,sadness,yearning,hurting
yet i am so empty.
i am surrounded by a hurricane of emotion, so perturbed,
yet I sit here in silence undisturbed.
i am ready to burst,
yell,
scream,
run around and curse wildly.
Though,
All I want to do
Is to do nothing,
but stay here,
and sit quietly.
page 4
[UNTITLED]
-Nicholas Nery
-
You're always looking for that special someone,
the one who knows when to be serious, when to have fun,
the one who is caring, nurturing,selfless,perfect by your description.
I've always been here,
Never left your side i swear,
I've given you my all and everything,
I tried so hard, but to my disappointment,
you were never listening...
-Nicholas Nery
-
You're always looking for that special someone,
the one who knows when to be serious, when to have fun,
the one who is caring, nurturing,selfless,perfect by your description.
I've always been here,
Never left your side i swear,
I've given you my all and everything,
I tried so hard, but to my disappointment,
you were never listening...
page 3
[UNTITLED]
-Nicholas Nery
-
i wanna be real,
dont wanna play,
but love seems so much like a game.
its driving me insane.
what do u want me to be?
should i be a N.G.
or should i be a player
or be a bitch and be a hater
trying so hard to balance being me and giving you what you want,
should i say "i love you" so nonchalant.
girl, what is your need, your driving me insane,
please just tell me now, spare me the pain.
-Nicholas Nery
-
i wanna be real,
dont wanna play,
but love seems so much like a game.
its driving me insane.
what do u want me to be?
should i be a N.G.
or should i be a player
or be a bitch and be a hater
trying so hard to balance being me and giving you what you want,
should i say "i love you" so nonchalant.
girl, what is your need, your driving me insane,
please just tell me now, spare me the pain.
page 2
Reliving the past
-nicholas nery
-
i know im overthinking
i know its just a thought
a stretch of my imagination
but it seems so real
so possible
so happening
makes me feel like crying
yelling out loud
being angry
thinking its shady
its dirty
its wrong
its a bitter reminder that no, i am not strong
i am weak
quick to give in
i want to step in
but i cant
i shant
i shall not, because i care
either that or i am to cowardly to dare
in the end this is all just thought
but very soon it just might not
-nicholas nery
-
i know im overthinking
i know its just a thought
a stretch of my imagination
but it seems so real
so possible
so happening
makes me feel like crying
yelling out loud
being angry
thinking its shady
its dirty
its wrong
its a bitter reminder that no, i am not strong
i am weak
quick to give in
i want to step in
but i cant
i shant
i shall not, because i care
either that or i am to cowardly to dare
in the end this is all just thought
but very soon it just might not
poetry page 1
Live On
-Nicholas Nery
so soothing.
so moving.
so im choosing.
to lie here.
its over dear.
stress far away,
washed down the drain.
forget about the pain.
look not of what u can lose
but what u can gain.
its ok,
dont go insane.
lifes just a game
so please dont change,
just stay the same
Thursday, September 17, 2009
lifess on track
so i got a grip of designs waiting to be edited on pc.
the issue its in myy heroes on my myspace
myspace.com/nick_nery
add it now i guess
and NO essay for photo lol thank god.
i learned sunset-marques houston on guitar.
physics test and ap US :[[
the issue its in myy heroes on my myspace
myspace.com/nick_nery
add it now i guess
and NO essay for photo lol thank god.
i learned sunset-marques houston on guitar.
physics test and ap US :[[
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
poetry
Poetry:
[UNTITLED]
-
love,
life,
loss,
youre so special, so unique.
but theres so many of you.
this is so perfect, so different.
so why has this happened before?
you told me how you hate this feeling and anyone who causes it.
so whyre you making me feel this way?
you promised me joy,
why are you making me cry?
you promised me love forever,
whyre you walking away?
[UNTITLED]
-
love,
life,
loss,
youre so special, so unique.
but theres so many of you.
this is so perfect, so different.
so why has this happened before?
you told me how you hate this feeling and anyone who causes it.
so whyre you making me feel this way?
you promised me joy,
why are you making me cry?
you promised me love forever,
whyre you walking away?
monday
the worst day of my life 3 essays due next day,
we fought. :[
stupid shii.
i messed up in the pre-audition workshop.
i need to work hard!!
i want this!!!!!!!!!
tmjuniors here i come!!!
we fought. :[
stupid shii.
i messed up in the pre-audition workshop.
i need to work hard!!
i want this!!!!!!!!!
tmjuniors here i come!!!
Sunday, September 13, 2009
sad
so i got played by that girl, :[
why do some people be such hypocrites.
well karma will prolly do its thang anyway.
thanks everyone for trying to cheer me up yesterday,
and thanks jay for coming down all the way here just to come talk :]
[untitled]
-
love,
life,
loss,
youre so special, so unique.
but theres so many of you.
this is so perfect, so different.
so why has this happened before?
you told me how you hate this feeling and anyone who causes it.
so whyre you making me feel this way?
you promised me joy,
why are you making me cry?
you promised me love forever,
whyre you walking away?
why do some people be such hypocrites.
well karma will prolly do its thang anyway.
thanks everyone for trying to cheer me up yesterday,
and thanks jay for coming down all the way here just to come talk :]
[untitled]
-
love,
life,
loss,
youre so special, so unique.
but theres so many of you.
this is so perfect, so different.
so why has this happened before?
you told me how you hate this feeling and anyone who causes it.
so whyre you making me feel this way?
you promised me joy,
why are you making me cry?
you promised me love forever,
whyre you walking away?
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
SO new blog
for everyone this is now my blog you can all my updates on vids, performances,or just my life kay :]
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